Post by gh0stjamie on Mar 8, 2022 23:57:59 GMT
Hello, can this thread please be locked so no further drama will arise??
ok so i have no idea how to say or type this all out but when i played on simplex, i did alot of morally bad stuff that no one should ever do, that includes sending nudes to some of the players that i at a time flirted with or was sexually attracted to. I was in such a way that it had become almost an addiction to send nudes. This is so wrong in many ways but it took a whole lot of hating towards me for me to even understand what i did wrong and that i hurt so many people. People whom i really liked and was friends with. I lost many friends and my main server to play on. But it opened my eyes, sending nudes is never okay, talking about sexual content online is not ok. Its also one of the rules of the server. Im the reason kitty had to send out the post on the forums about sexual content.
Im here tonight to apologize, not in favor or getting friends back or get unbanned. I just wanna apologize because i know i hurt alot of you and i was such a horrible person in so many ways, the way i lied, dragged in friends in my issues, manipulated people and generally just being a complete asshole.
Ive had a long time to think about how i want to be. What person i want to become and i think im getting close to there. I dont send nudes anymore which is so great and honestly, no need to do it. Its just a stupid and idiotic way of getting attention which is one of the reasons i did it. Im not also engaged to the most amazing man in the world. And ive changed my attitude, my ways of life and what to value in life. I value friendship, honesty and truth now. I didnt value that back then which was the dumbest shit i could ever do.
Im sorry for everyone i hurt, for everyone that i dragged into my stupid ideas and drama, for everyone that had to endure my stupidity and for everyone that thought they could trust me when clearly no one could back then. I was stupid and i know that now.
Im not gonna come back to the server. Ive already given all my items and stuff to the very few friends i still have on the server and im now saying goodbye and thanks for being a great server and for staff to handle my drama with such discression, dignity and respect. You guys are worth the world. I envy every single one that got me to realize my fault that i first couldnt see myself. I think the ban was the perfect option and the best thing you could ever do to make me realise what a fool i was.
Im signing off now, and im so sorry for the long text. Goodbye to my years on the server and good luck to keep the server good as it has been when i played there.
Sincerest apologies,
GhostJamie
ok so i have no idea how to say or type this all out but when i played on simplex, i did alot of morally bad stuff that no one should ever do, that includes sending nudes to some of the players that i at a time flirted with or was sexually attracted to. I was in such a way that it had become almost an addiction to send nudes. This is so wrong in many ways but it took a whole lot of hating towards me for me to even understand what i did wrong and that i hurt so many people. People whom i really liked and was friends with. I lost many friends and my main server to play on. But it opened my eyes, sending nudes is never okay, talking about sexual content online is not ok. Its also one of the rules of the server. Im the reason kitty had to send out the post on the forums about sexual content.
Im here tonight to apologize, not in favor or getting friends back or get unbanned. I just wanna apologize because i know i hurt alot of you and i was such a horrible person in so many ways, the way i lied, dragged in friends in my issues, manipulated people and generally just being a complete asshole.
Ive had a long time to think about how i want to be. What person i want to become and i think im getting close to there. I dont send nudes anymore which is so great and honestly, no need to do it. Its just a stupid and idiotic way of getting attention which is one of the reasons i did it. Im not also engaged to the most amazing man in the world. And ive changed my attitude, my ways of life and what to value in life. I value friendship, honesty and truth now. I didnt value that back then which was the dumbest shit i could ever do.
Im sorry for everyone i hurt, for everyone that i dragged into my stupid ideas and drama, for everyone that had to endure my stupidity and for everyone that thought they could trust me when clearly no one could back then. I was stupid and i know that now.
Im not gonna come back to the server. Ive already given all my items and stuff to the very few friends i still have on the server and im now saying goodbye and thanks for being a great server and for staff to handle my drama with such discression, dignity and respect. You guys are worth the world. I envy every single one that got me to realize my fault that i first couldnt see myself. I think the ban was the perfect option and the best thing you could ever do to make me realise what a fool i was.
Im signing off now, and im so sorry for the long text. Goodbye to my years on the server and good luck to keep the server good as it has been when i played there.
Sincerest apologies,
GhostJamie
